THE FREE SPIRIT
I took neither my premonitions nor any other thing 'seriously' for only one reason: everyone should be happy, no matter the circumstance!
I was always candid in my speech and cared less what anybody else felt about that. My friends knew me well. My parents trusted me.
[We're still talking about my past. Otherwise I'd have mentioned that I dont think they trust me now, like they did before :-( ...]
TRUTH OR DARE
I had several chances to ruin my life, but I chose not to. Oh...you ask why? Well, I'll paint a picture for you.
Picture this:
"Almost always ALONE at home, which means you're at liberty to invite friends over and have them leave before anyone else comes back. You could also stoaway dangerously to places you may be curious about. Or maybe even try sex for the first tym....all this could've happened between ages 8 and 12."
But none of these happened just because I was too scared to disobey. True. Some would say I was plain obedient and heeding instruction but I was AFRAID to go against my parents' instructions to stay at home and keep the door locked.
Despite the good this obedience of mine has brought, I'm beginning to learn that I've grown in fear and I definitely am not liking what I'm going through now...
**DISCLAIMER: I am in no way approving any negative thoughts that may emerge about my parents. They are very wonderful and extremely responsible people! I also have not stated that obedience to our parents should be discouraged. Even God asks us to obey and respect our parents**
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